The adventures

Alhamdulilah.. For the past 6 months was filled with high workload, study, family and friends activities. To look back at what I have been through, I don't think that I will survive. But alhamdulilah, with His Mercy, I made it.

It really feels like watching Harry Potter's movie. Bountiful of thrillers, adventures,surprises and emotions.
What I will do is, I will categorize my journey to help me express my 1001 ideas and thoughts better.

Body Health: after all the consultations and tests made, I am cleared from any illnesses. Alhamdulilah.Hence, I will proceed with my plans if 2015, with His Merciful permission, Insyallah.

Study: Yesterday was my last paper for the semester. Finance paper. Wasn't as easy as I want it to be but I managed .. I hope.  Study part timely takes a lot of effort and support from the surrounding environment. I enjoy studying new knowledge, however when other matter gets in the way, it could lead to tragedy of not having enough time and energy to reserve for studying and doing homework and assignments. And I don't enjoy that. Perhaps I can learn new ways to tackle the uneasiness. Hmmm..
I will be taking a breather for my study for a semester. As I think I need it to ensure I won't be craaaziey. No, that's not really the reason. The real reason is below:

Career growth: Yeah alhamdulilah. 14th February 2015 I am leaving my current position for a better one. My actual last day is on the friday the 13th??? Instead of taking a gore date to end my lovely, caring and fun family in WFM, I prefer to have it on the 14th. Lovy dovy date. I treasure my moments and experience gathered within the 2 and a half years working with the team. It builts me as a better person. Eventhough I'm sad to leave but I'm glad I'm progressing... :-)
Yes I am moving role! My start date is on the 16th February 2015. Where? In the same company but in a different team. And will be a permanent hire. That's the cherry on top. I am excited to have this transfer and looking forward for new experience into the field. I will start my knowledge transfer session today. Bismillahhitawakaltualallah..

Family and self: Since I'm taking a breather, I will be using the time to fulfill my 2015 mission with family. I have a list of things to do and pledge to myself to completes it in this year. I am truely blessed and filled with gratitude to His Merciful for giving me the chance day by day to improve myself and to be thankful to him for all the abundance he has given me. Alhamdulilah. To have the chance to wake up in the morning and to progress with the daily mission. It means a lot to me. As I always tell myself that we'll never know when is our last day of living  in this world before we leave the world to barzakh. So that is a very important reason why we have to always be grateful to Him. Alhamdulilah.

Self to God: I am still learning about Islam and will never stop. Reading Islamic book gives me a clearer view on my religion. I strive to attend Islamic seminars to be able to understand in depth about Islam. I am thankful to be given the realization of Islam. As for me, no body is perfect and we could not run away from making mistakes. However with the beauty of Islam, we could strive to repent and try the hardest not to repeat the same mistake again. Alhamdulilah.

Blessing from Him.

Assalammualaikum, 

It has been awhile I wrote in my blog. Life has been hectic, no kidding.
From life to studies to work. I'm glad I made it through. LOL!

OK this is a post of being relief and gratitude to Allah SWT for the happiness and trial given.
I had some backpain and some other minor pain for past 2 weeks and decided to see Dr. Bavani, my fav doc. Last Saturday, something like fishroe in a sac and some fresh blood came out from me. I was puzzled and quite worried.

She suggested for me to have an ultrascan and so I did. She saw an empty sac and she informed me that I had a early miscarriage. And on top of that, I have another lump in me which looked like a fybroid. And I had a UPT to confirm my pregnancy. It was positive with a faint line, as Dr Bavani explained that the hormone could have just started or it is reducing since the sac went out from me. 

Alhamdulillah All praise to Allah the Almighty for the news. I still think it was a good news as I have been trying to conceive for awhile but nothing happened. At least for me, there is a sign =). 
To get to know about the fybroid is also another good news for me, as it wasn't too late for me to act on it. 
So all in all, Alhamdulillah, I do believe, good things will come, Insya Allah. 

Starting tomorrow I will be packed with exams, birthday party, lunch gathering.
But now I have to focus and take 1 thing at a time.(telling myself here)
Now let's focus on the CTU paper. There are alot more reading to be done. Readers will think that What the?? still writing a post? - I know.. i know..I should read not write!!! But I think this is necessity for me to express my feelings. To get the tangled wool out from my system and face one knot at a time to untangle the thread.

I'm glad I had this chance to write this moment down. Alhamdulillah. I strive to be a better Muslimah. Insyallah.

Being able to feel happy

Happy is the feeling I long to have as a whole. It was uneasy to have happiness paired with sad, anxious and worried feeling at the same time.
However, a situation changed my personal perspective on life. It was hard to grasp initially. But I learnt. And learnt it well.

There was not a single point to loose my happiness to other feelings. As I have discovered that it will only make me feel worst for nothing.

Life is full of colors now and I am very blessed and grateful to be given the chance to live my life with this feelings.

Happiness turned my life one hundred and eighty degrees. With words that are not good enough to described it.

Better perspectives on issues come much better with being a happy person.

Happy made me feel worth it. Boost my confidence and feel much more subtle.

Every challenges faced with better solutions and ideas.
I am grateful to Him to be able to feel His blessings in my life.
I will always remember this moments...Alhamdulillah

Crazie Food: Cheese with Egg Wrap and Peanut Butter

HaH!!! This is the first post for my crazie food label. 

It's been created an hour ago and known as Cheese with Egg Wrap and Peanut Butter. 
Coincidentally, my mom called me up to ask how I feel and I was telling her what I was having and she seriously finds me not well! LOL

I am down today with cold and fever and I am feeling a bit crazzzie with my taste bud today! 
I've eaten rice and chicken soup for lunch, but I'm feeling not satisfied as I can't taste anything with the poor tongue.

Haaccchummmm. Cold! Sniff Sniffff

What I did and I thought it was satisfying fo this odd craving- hence I'm sharing it with you! 
It's up to you to taste it as I am not responsible for any consequences. As for me, so far so good! - Some might finds this urghh.yucks..euwww..blueeekk.... but it's a personal opinion so I'm good either way =)

Here's the crazie recipe:

 Ingredients of Cheese with Egg Wrap and Peanut Butter:

1 tsp Oil
1 tortilla wrap
1 egg
1 piece of single cheese
peanut butter

How to make the Cheese with Egg Wrap and Peanut Butter:

Heat a pan with a little oil. 
Fry the egg
Heat the wrap-  both side until you see darker dots on the tortilla
Place the egg on the wrap and stack the cheese on it. 
Fold it to be an envelope.

Place the wrap envelope on a plate and spread the peanut butter on the envelope. Be generous on it. 

The motive of eating the food is to achieve the gooey of egg taste- the mild taste of cheese with some sweetness of the peanut butter all together.

Nothing left behind - Cheese with Egg Wrap and Peanut Butter

share me your opinion if you want =)

Tricks: How to peel eggshell from hardboiled egg

This is a trick i picked up from a rojak hawker near my house.
This is a fast, and easy peasy task of peeling the hardboiled egg shell.

 Cut the egg in to half and scoop the egg with spoon. And voila! U can now mash it or eat it straigjt away! Just the way it is.

Simple?? Yes!!!
Handy especially when i need to prepare dotty egg sandwich in 5mins

Tips on How to heal mouth ulcer

I am having mouth ulcer now and it is annoying and very painful. 

Usually the mouth ulcer will only subside after a duration of 1 week camping in my mouth. I won't be able to eat well and drink well. And it will make me look awkward, hanging my mouth -not able to close my lips properly and making funny faces.. A colleague reminded me in a meeting I just had today to 'close my mouth'. And it was a joke between us.

Mouth ulcer is too synonym to me since I was small.  I have been trying to reduce the attack but sometimes it can't be help as it will appear if I'm stressed, tired or lack of fluid in the body. And another thing I realised about me and ulcer. I cannot drink hot drinks as it will make my body temperature higher and ulcer prone to pop up. Urgh! That's the experience I have with my lovely ulcer. =(

Anyhoo: Below is the info I'd like to share with you mouth ulcer.

Mouth Ulcer

What is Ulcer? How to treat Ulcer?

5 Facts on Mouth ulcer:

1) Mouth ulcers ofter appear inside of cheeks, lips, gum or tongue.

2) Mouth ulcers, also known as apthous ulcers, can be painful when eating, drinking, brushing teeth. You will be in pain too when you talk, smile or do nothing!! It is a great discomfort for a person!

3) However, occasional mouth ulcers are usually harmless and clear up on their own. Seek medical advice if they last longer than 3 weeks or keep coming back.

4) Mouth ulcers cannot be caught from someone else.

5) Up to 1 in 5 people get recurrent mouth ulcers.

What cause mouth ulcers?

You may have a mouth ulcer if you have:

• A painful sore inside your mouth, on the tongue, soft palate (the back portion of the roof of your mouth), or inside your cheek And it is red with white-ish outline on the sides.

How to heal mouth ulcer.

1) Let nature do the thing.-Pain from a mouth ulcer generally lessens in a few days and the sores usually heal without treatment in about a week or two.


2)If sores are large, painful or persistent, your dentist may prescribe an antimicrobial mouth rinse, a corticosteroid ointment, or a prescription or non-prescription solution to reduce the pain and irritation.

3)If you are a brave one, spread salt on the ulcer. It will be painful but the improvement is obvious the next day. 

4)Lemon juice will also help to reduce the ulcer.

5)drink Coke?? I know some people do that. Yet to try! maybe tonight =)

Selamat Hari Malaysia -16 September 1963-

16 September 1963 - Hari Malaysia for our country

I'd like to wish all Malaysian readers 
Selamat Hari Malaysia 
where ever you are~!

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