Alhamdulilah.. For the past 6 months was filled with high workload, study, family and friends activities. To look back at what I have been through, I don't think that I will survive. But alhamdulilah, with His Mercy, I made it.
It really feels like watching Harry Potter's movie. Bountiful of thrillers, adventures,surprises and emotions.
What I will do is, I will categorize my journey to help me express my 1001 ideas and thoughts better.
Body Health: after all the consultations and tests made, I am cleared from any illnesses. Alhamdulilah.Hence, I will proceed with my plans if 2015, with His Merciful permission, Insyallah.
Study: Yesterday was my last paper for the semester. Finance paper. Wasn't as easy as I want it to be but I managed .. I hope. Study part timely takes a lot of effort and support from the surrounding environment. I enjoy studying new knowledge, however when other matter gets in the way, it could lead to tragedy of not having enough time and energy to reserve for studying and doing homework and assignments. And I don't enjoy that. Perhaps I can learn new ways to tackle the uneasiness. Hmmm..
I will be taking a breather for my study for a semester. As I think I need it to ensure I won't be craaaziey. No, that's not really the reason. The real reason is below:
Career growth: Yeah alhamdulilah. 14th February 2015 I am leaving my current position for a better one. My actual last day is on the friday the 13th??? Instead of taking a gore date to end my lovely, caring and fun family in WFM, I prefer to have it on the 14th. Lovy dovy date. I treasure my moments and experience gathered within the 2 and a half years working with the team. It builts me as a better person. Eventhough I'm sad to leave but I'm glad I'm progressing... :-)
Yes I am moving role! My start date is on the 16th February 2015. Where? In the same company but in a different team. And will be a permanent hire. That's the cherry on top. I am excited to have this transfer and looking forward for new experience into the field. I will start my knowledge transfer session today. Bismillahhitawakaltualallah..
Family and self: Since I'm taking a breather, I will be using the time to fulfill my 2015 mission with family. I have a list of things to do and pledge to myself to completes it in this year. I am truely blessed and filled with gratitude to His Merciful for giving me the chance day by day to improve myself and to be thankful to him for all the abundance he has given me. Alhamdulilah. To have the chance to wake up in the morning and to progress with the daily mission. It means a lot to me. As I always tell myself that we'll never know when is our last day of living in this world before we leave the world to barzakh. So that is a very important reason why we have to always be grateful to Him. Alhamdulilah.
Self to God: I am still learning about Islam and will never stop. Reading Islamic book gives me a clearer view on my religion. I strive to attend Islamic seminars to be able to understand in depth about Islam. I am thankful to be given the realization of Islam. As for me, no body is perfect and we could not run away from making mistakes. However with the beauty of Islam, we could strive to repent and try the hardest not to repeat the same mistake again. Alhamdulilah.
